the coming of 2011

2010 is coming to the end..
after tonight, everything about 2010 will be just a past tense..
leave the bad memories with the 2010's YOU.. let's forgive and forget.. don't bring it together with you to welcome the new year..
but.. don't forget the sweet memories u had in 2010..
carry it with you forever :)

wishing everyone has a wonderful new year countdown..
and of course, a PERFECT 2011 :)

*watching TVBS show at this moment.. no countdown.. all thanks to the lazy & tired body of mine*
*oh flu.. oh cough.. shoo*

回忆

回忆呀回忆。那一切的一切都是美好的回忆。

突然，一股冲动，把以前的纪念册和日记都翻了出来。

看看过去所发生的一切，真的有点不记得了。

但，有些却让我印象非常深刻。

还好有记载以前所经历过的喜怒哀乐，否则，那些回忆可能会永远消失

（抱歉，虽然本人年纪不大但，记性真的没那么好）

不时不时把那些回忆拿出来看，回味回味一下那些时光，感觉还不错。

ermmm

:Nigahiga:

was kinda into the youtube videos lately.. stupid but funny :D

and yea.. having flu right now..

flu oh flu.. tired =.=

*yawning*

christmas party again

"Jingle Bell.. Jingle Bell.. Jingle Bell Rock..

Jingle Bells swing and Jingle Bells Ring..

Snowing and Blowing up bushels of fun.. Now the Jingle Hop has begun.."

it was Christmas party again..

same time. same place, same people as usual..

the party was awesome.. fun fun fun and fun..

no more dancing like last year but KARAOKE :)

and of course, great dinner and presents exchanged :)

..Lovely Christmas..

the Old Old Old friends

did you ever think of how long can your friendship lasts? especially with your super "old" friends..

i wouldn't want to think about it..

cause i believe the friendship between US will last forever :)

Even though,

we ever quarrel before..

we ever have "cold war" before..

we ever (might) dislike each other before..

we seldom meet up/contact each other since we graduated from high school..

but..

i'm glad that all these didn't break our friendship..

it made our friendship stronger.. got us closer..

if you count on how long have we been friends, you will get shocked of it..

we have been friends for at least 8 years dy.. some even has been friends for 17 years dy

didn't realize i have already known you guys for so long :D

our Christmas Gathering was great.. I had a wonderful night with you guys..

the movie :).. the dinner :).. the countdown :)..

and of course the "3 8" moment we had :)

:):):)

(: Friends Forever :)

第一次

一个人的一生总有无数的第一次。没第一次哪来的第二次。
我这二十年来也经历了不少的第一次。

第一次看见世界
（大家也知道是几时啦）

第一次开口说话

（啊呃咦哦呜都算）

第一次学写字
（一二三，这几个单子是跑不掉的）

第一次认识朋友
（从幼儿班至今的好朋友说多不多说少不少。很庆幸大家还是一样的好一样有说不完的话）

第一次踏进学校

（从来没被学校的人事物吓得不敢上学。喜欢跟朋友一起上课一起玩）
第一次拿起麦克丰，站在舞台上唱歌
(真不知当时十岁不到的自己吃了什么豹子胆敢这么做）
第一次把自己打扮得漂漂亮亮地站在舞台上展现舞姿
（不知为何会与舞蹈有缘。但，就是爱上了它）
第一次在报纸上看见自己的脸孔
（不是什么大明星。也不是什么头条新闻。只不过是参与的活动被报道）
第一次得奖
（这是件值得光荣的事。也是值得被记得一辈子）
第一次品尝各种食物的酸甜苦辣
（尝过不少的食物。这可是人生一大享受）
第一次打扮自己
（水准到现在还不到家。有待进步）
第一次收到情信，被告白
（其实这应该是件开心事但，以前太害羞的自己因无法被捉弄而哭）
第一次真正喜欢一个男生
（小鹿乱撞的感觉真可以把一个人弄得神魂颠倒）
第一次开心得笑到忘我
（开心大笑是件很享受的事。不需要太在乎形象。高兴就好）

真有太多说不完的开心事。悲伤事，丑事当然也不少。

第一次不小心踩到朋友正吃着的食物
（玩得太起劲了。不小心就。。。 道歉也没说就走了。当没事发生。现在想想真的觉得恶心。真的很对不起）
第一次拿了餐牌，看见价钱太贵而起身走人
（昨晚就刚发生。非常的不好意思）
第一次跌进水沟
（这么多年来，身上还真累积了不少的伤疤。不知为何自己与水沟那么的有缘份。或许是因眼睛长在头上吧）
第一次伤势不轻
（被一捆比自己高大的铁线网刮伤比鸡腿大些些的小腿是件很糟糕的事）
第一次被朋友讨厌
（谁也不喜欢这种感觉。但，我们无法让所有人都喜欢我们）
第一次与姐妹吵架，冷战，打架
（就不相信没有兄弟姐妹是不曾有摩擦）
第一次对父母不礼貌
（这真的算不完。对不起。自己的臭脾气就是改不了）
第一次考试不及格
（算不完。真的算不完。对于以前的自己，不及格是件还过得去的事。但对于现在的自己，这是件可以让我想撞墙的事）
第一次感到寂寞
（一个人对着四面墙或空气吃饭是件很悲的事。也不喜欢一个人到处走走的感觉）
第一次心碎
（喜欢的人喜欢上自己的好友。这事已在自己身上发生超过一次了。因此，渐渐地对于喜欢一个人这件事失去了信心，失去了安全感）
第一次让朋友伤心，难过
（曾经让一个朋友对自己感到失望，气愤。也相信自己的言行举止曾经伤害过不少人。真的非常抱歉）
第一次因伤心而掉眼泪
（已忘了那是几时了。也已忘了自己到底掉了多少的泪）
第一次看见亲人的离去。永远的离去
（虽然没有很亲但，看着姨婆盖上眼睛，永远都不再打开时，眼泪就不听使唤了）

伤心事应该差不多就是这些。不太记得自己到底还经历了多少的伤心事。
无所谓。伤心事不需要被记得。过去就让它过去吧。
多想开心事，多大笑，对身体有益。
不过，真有很多很多的丑事想跟你们分享。
下次吧。这篇文章够长了。



对了，圣诞节快乐 :)
Merry Christmas :)

ar er hrmmm

Kwee is blogging right now when the clock actually shown 11.52pm..

(wow!!! are you kidding??? it's way over her sleeping time)

(nah.. i'm not kidding and yea! she's still super awake right now)

Kwee is enjoying her 'green apple' right now..

(owww... what a healthy girl)

(nah.. you're wrong.. it isn't what you think it is.. she isn't that healthy)

Kwee has changed lately..

(serious?! what has happened???)

(nah.. nothing serious.. just getting lazier.. don't really bother to online.. don't bother to step out from the house as well)

Kwee thinks she's crazy..

(omg.. how come???)

(nah.. not real crazy but going to be one if she continue to be so lame)

Back to reality.. *ahhh*

how's life lately, everyone??? For those who have already finished your exam, how's your holidays???

it's just my first week of holidays and i have already started to feel *OH NO*.. i still have 2 more weeks of holidays before my internship start.. *duh duh duh*

it isn't yet but i think i'm going to be anti-social SOON..

really really really lazy to do anything other than just lay down on the couch and watch Cantonese's drama (and of course, eat.. lol) - that's my life lately.. (OMIGOSH!!!)

i miss GYM badly :( i miss the feeling of getting the shirt wet and smelly (i don't mind at all :)

anyway, better offline now (before going to continue all those craps - well, it's the outcome of being too bored :)

nites.. tadaa :)

*still dilemma.. how? how? how? should or shouldn't.. dilemma dilemma dilemma*

random

it has been so long since the last time we did this..

CAMWHORE!!! hahaa..

*the black clip you see in some photos was the "hardwork" done by my eldest sis.. the lame-d her.. hahaa..*

anyway, no aim for this post.. just suddenly saw these photos from an album and realised that we didn't do this for quite a long time dy..

it's time for bed.. nites :)

Unforgettable 20th Birthday (lunar - 21th)

well.. i ain't young anymore..

i was officially 20 for a few days dy.. and soon to be 21 (based on the year of birth)

a friend of mine asked, how i feel to be 20..

well.. i feel normal.. and it's just a figure.. as long as my heart stays young, i will always be 18 only.. bahahahaahaa :P (bluekkk.. but hey.. it's so true :D)

talking about when i first saw my exam schedule,

i was like "what?! birthday during final exam period?!?!?!?!" - what a good timing huh..

just when time passed on and my big day got nearer, i was supposed to feel excited right??? well.. i just wasn't excited at all but stress-ed to the max..

when edina asked, will i go if they plan a celebration on the day itself which was the day before my last paper? my answer was "NO! please no.. please.. i wouldn't enjoy for sure.." i didn't mean to push them away but i haven't started any revision on the subject yet and i only left 1 1/2 days to finish the revision..

anyhow, they still gave me a surprise when the clock shown 12am 09/12/2010..

edina, nacy, andrien and maria came in the house with an ice-cream cake and two red eggs to start my day.. also, the Information Center - fany who was already in the house..

wasn't too surprised about that as i kinda suspected something and due to my habit of sleeping early, i was kinda blurred that time.. so yea.. hahaa..

well, thanks a lot guys :) I could see that you guys were really tired dy.. really appreciate the effort made :)

then, wishes kept coming in through phones.. thanks a lot that you guys still remembered the day and the effort made to wish me during mid-night.. really thanks a lot (you know who you are :)

as requested by edina, birthday lunch with the girls - edina, nancy and fany at sushi king..

wasn't in the mood to join at first as i was really stress-ed to the max.. my revision's progress was super duper slow.. anyhow, lunch was great and thanks a lot for the treat guys :)

and as i knew, another celebration on Saturday night when majority were free..

and.. yeah! i finished my exam dy :) it was time for celebration :)

it was a great night with a bunch of great people and great foods..

we ate, gossiped, laughed, chatted, k-ed, camwhored etc.. i really enjoyed the night very much :)

well, surpriseS again!! hahaa.. (you will know what surprises i meant later)

thanks a lot for everything guys :)

according to tlynn, that was blackberry/blueberry cheese cake MADE by her :P

thanks a lot yea.. hehee

let me share with you all the presents i received this year..

it has been so so so long since the last time i received so many presents for my birthday.. and I WAS SHOCKED with all the presents i received this time.. really shocked..

first present received..

Bloop nail polishes from madrien..

the one that shocked me is the pink colour..

i never expect i would use such colour as it's a super bright colour..

(the colour actually looks slightly different from the photo as i edited the photo before.. the colour is really as bright as highlighter :)

BUT.. .. ..

SEE THIS..
i used it (like i promised :)

just gave it a try and the colour turned out quite nice after a few layer..

(please ignore the ugly toes of mine.. just pay attention to the colour.. thanks :)

anyway, thanks a lot madrien :)

second present received..

Winnie The Pooh's Puzzle, Faber Castle's Markers, Cartoon Stamps and Colour Papers from Edina, Fany and Nacy..

there was a story behind it..

i told them that i wanted a scrapbook from them for my birthday.. so, they promised to give me THESE and asked me to do the scrapbook myself..

i was shocked when i received the present as i thought they were just kidding..

but well, it seems like i really have to get the scrapbook done myself.. hahaa..

anyhow, thanks a lot girls.. will show you if i really get a scrapbook done :)

(i doubt i will.. lol)

third present received..

Ellesse's Watch from family..

really shocked me man.. i really never expect them to give me such expensive present..

and i really never expect my sis would remember what i said..

i actually asked for her idea on where to get this kind of watch in Kuching.. i wanted to get one for myself.. i did survey around but didn't get any as it was either not nice or out of my budget.. BUT.. i was shocked that the family got it for me as my sis remembered i said i want one before..

really thanks a lot.. love you all :)

forth present received..

a box of Cheerful Statements from Yapp Hui..

my reaction was like "walao eyh!!!" when i knew that she took one month to write me 365 cheerful statements..

the reason behind was due to the down period i had when i failed my FA mid-term test..

that failure really pulled my mood down deeply until i really wanted to knock my head onto the wall.. the effort made by her was to make me think positively, live happily everyday..

thanks a lot yapp hui.. i will read it everyday :)

fifth present received..

Ipod Shuffle from Edina, Fany and Nacy..

again.. i was shocked when i saw the apple logo on the envelope given.. i never ever expect i would own an apple product throughout my study life..

oh my goodness.. it was really unbelievable.. hahaa..

and according to them, the previous present was just a fake present.. this is the real one..

anyhow, they really spent a lot a lot on me and all the efforts made was really omg..

thanks a lot a lot a lot girls.. love you all :)

(this is really the one and only in the world as the back of it printed "Kwee, Happy 20th Birthday" :)

the last present received..

Kay_Wee@Hotmail.com from.. err.. TeoLynn???

i don't really know who initiated it but TeoLynn was the one who told me about the newly created hotmail account..

i was really shocked with what i saw in the inbox.. birthday wishes from people i knew..

oh my goodness.. i was really touched..

thanks a lot a lot a lot everyone and also, TeoLynn.. somehow i think you were the one who initiated it.. love you all :)

before i end this post,

thanks a lot everyone for the wishes sent though Facebook.. i was touched to see so many wishes from you all especially when i really needed best luck for my exam.. hahaa.. thanks yea :)

in conclusion..

i really really really appreciate whatever you all have done..

the surprises.. the presents.. the celebration.. the wishes etc..

i really don't know what to say other than THANKS..

and i want to apologize if i did make you guys felt disappointed.. hahaa..

for your information.. i'm the kind of person who don't know how to react on surprise especially birthday surprise.. i felt shocked but i just didn't know how to express my shock.. hahaa.. sorry :)

anyway, thanks for all that.. it was really an unforgettable birthday..

what an awesome start of '2' decade's life..

once again.. thank you very much everyone.. love you all..

HUGSSS & MUAKSSS :)

(hoping that my wishes will really COME TRUE :)

the Day

it's 12.30pm 09/12/2010..

i'm officially 20 years old for 12 1/2 hours dy..
am i supposed to feel happy, excited about this special day of mine??
hrmmm.. somehow i'm just not at all.. i'm kinda stress and down at this moment.. can't concentrate on my revision right now.. that's the reason why i'm blogging now..
all the "COURT HELD" are driving me crazy.. my progress is kinda slow as my revision is not even half now and the exam is tomorrow.. goodness.. praying hard that i can do well tomorrow.. i really need the best luck badly :'(

anyway, thanks everyone for the birthday wishes.. for those who wished me through Facebook, i'm sorry that i can't reply now.. will reply each and everyone of you after my final exam.. thanks a lot a lot everyone (infinity) *hugs* :)
for all the swinburnians, ALL THE BEST and BEST LUCK in your final exam.. then, ENJOY your holidays :)

Love you guys :)



*i thought it was over but.. .. .. aiksss..

变了

变了。真的是变了。感觉变了好多。

现在的我们已不像从前的我们。

真希望是我多心。就因为重视所以在乎这一切的改变。

当遇到这种困境时，

从前的我呢，一定会查出问题的根源。

找机会解释。找机会道歉。找机会重修关系。

但，之前屡次的经验告诉我，这种“坚持“的心态不一定能解决问题。

我也渐渐地对这种事情失去了知觉。麻木了。

所以，现在的我呢，选择不去理会。不去想。就让时间重修一切。

或许这种方法根本没办法解决问题，

但，至少我会觉得轻松些因为不需要烦恼那么多。

　

***真的很希望这一切的改变都是因为我多心。

new favorite

found my new favorite..

JASON CHEN!! LOL..

just so in love with most of the songs he sang..

WAOW ^^

my top 6 favorites (by him):

1. just a dream

2. just the way you are

3. somebody to love

4. love the way you lie

5. one in a million

6. pyramid

he did sing wangleehom's "你不知道的事“

nice as well.. but i still prefer the original singer..

ok.. i know.. i'm just being bias.. hahaa..

anyway, youtube them.. you will love them as well :D

untitled

can't really control my emotion lately..

i feel "beh song" easily.. get annoyed easily as well..

i also don't know why i felt super emo when i woke up these few mornings..

wasn't in the mood to go school at all..

how i wish i could continue sleeping and ignore everything..

arghhh!!! =.= so sleepy right now.. nights..

sidetrack:

what i need is time.. it will gone soon.. YESH! it will.. soon :)

hoping that it will never come back to me.. sick of it already.. just don't wanna experience the same situation again.. please..

=.=

WOOHOO.. Look so like a drunk person right now..

hey.. not real drunk but I just look so like such right now..

really tired to the max..

24/7 is really not enough for me.. especially this two months..

I NEED time to sleep! really sleep.. sigh

OUT

you are now officially OUT from my list forever :)

never ever think there's a chance for you.. NO! NOT at all! :)

those were just craps.. It wouldn't bother me anymore :)

however, don't worry..

you and me.. are still FRIENDS and will always be FRIENDS :)

it will never over the "FRIENDS" boundary :)

something I wanna share

"MOOD" is really unpredictable..

you can't predict how would you feel at the next second..

you feel happy at this moment but you might turn down the next second..

none of us likes to be down/sad/upset/unhappy/angry etc..

however, it's unavoidable..

what we can do is overcome it..

sleep is my first option to overcome it..

I can feel the world belongs to me once i close my eyes..

I can think whatever I want without any distraction..

I would say it's a good option to calm yourself down and from there, do an analysis..

For instance, analyze what made you feel angry.. why would you need to be so angry.. what's the negative outcome if you continue to be angry.. what's the positive outcome if you forget about it and be happy.. hundred and thousand of questions & answers you can think of to cheer yourself up..

listeners or/and advisors is my second option..

I love talking to people who i trust and able to give me good advices once i feel down..

I would say they are my listeners or/and advisors instead of soul mates..

as most of the times, I just need someone to listen to me and cheer me up.. I didn't expect them to share their thoughts with me..

I'm glad that I have a few.. They are really good listeners or/and advisors..

if you found someone/people who you can completely trust and share your happiness/sadness with.. then, CONGRATULATION.. you have found yours :)

just share with them.. i believe they are willing to listen to you..

Friends, I might not be a good advisor but i'm willing to be your listener.. You may approach me if you need someone to talk to :)

blogging is my third option..

whenever i have thought or feeling which i don't know how to share it with people, i would choose to blog about it..

I don't mind if there's no listener.. no advises..

as I just need a place to express it instead of keeping it in my heart..

exercise is my last option..

if the above 3 options do not work on me, i would choose to express my feeling by sweating as much as possible..

so, exercise is the best way to make me sweat..

all the anger, the unhappiness would follow my sweat flow out from my sweat pores.. LOL

the reason I post this is that.. I was kinda moody the whole day without any reason..

I chose to blog about it because.. like I said, I just wanna express my feeling and I don't know how to share it with people..

at the same time, I actually wanna share with you all how I usually overcome the unhappy moments :)

hope this will help you guys as well or at least a bit..

or you can find your own comfort ways..

Cheers :D

YAP

Too much to think about..

Too many to work on..

That's how my life recently..

No idea on what, where and how should I start this post..

I guess I wouldn't talk about those tidy little small things which messed up my life lately as everything is no longer a present tense..

Let me share with you how i spent my mid-term break this time..

No part time job.. No stress on assignment or test.. No family vacation.. etc

It was all about CPA ASC.. and yeah! CPA ASC "Young Apprentice Program" was a success..

Glad to see all the participants were SUPER cooperative and managed to make a lot of new friends..

Preparation..

Kuching City Hunt Trial..

It was fun walking around Kuching and noticed something which I wouldn't notice normally..

Know what.. I realised i'm really a "suapa lao" as i didn't know there's such shop/thing exist in Kuching.. LOL..

Sorry about that.. I know i should be more aware of issues surrounded me :D

"YAP" was a 2 days 1 night event which held at Lime Tree Hotel, Kuching..

(FYI, the environment there is really good :)

Owhyea.. I would like to emphasize on this part.. LOL

We had a very special talk during the event - Self Awareness Talk..

Instead of inviting speakers who are going to talk about entrepreneurship or accounting or business etc.. we invited speakers who are grooming consultants..

The topic wasn't on how to make up, how to style your hair or how to be a style person..

but it was more to wardrobe management which enable us to know what kind of outfit suits us..

The purpose was to improve a person's self confident through dress up..

Isn't it a very special talk?! LOL

Anyway, too much for me to talk about if I really talk about the event in detailed..

Just wanna share with you some photos which I really LOVE..

It was fun organizing events with a bunch of great people..

I enjoyed organising events.. I enjoyed spending time with the people..

Just can't stop laughing mixing with this bunch of funny people :D

Anyway, gotto go now.. Time for bed.. Nite Nite..

Til then..

事实

才发现... 其实，我是个骗子。

说我不在乎，其实是在乎的。

说我不想理，其实很想知道。

说我会忘记，其实怎忘得了。

对自己撒谎只不过是自我催眠的一种。

不得不对自己撒谎。只有这样才能让自己觉得好过一些。

不得不让自己过着忙碌的生活，只有这样才能让自己不去理会。

又是一篇 “看懂就懂，看不懂就算了” 的文章 :)

这就是我

我是个随心所欲的人。

一件事情的好坏，全掌控于我的心。

往往不是我无能，而是我无心。

有心时，再困难的事情，都一定能办好。

无心时，再简单的事情，都不可能办好。

疲惫或/与饥饿的身躯是影响我心情的两大因素。

所以，请别在我感到饥饿或/与疲惫时打扰我。

这就是我 :)

:P

if you want me to fall for you, just show me your piano skill..

just like what Wang LeeHom has done.. hehee :P

值得怀念的一切

薇斯妮儿''WESNEY'' (2004 - 2006)

组员:Charlene Lingz, Jeanne Choo, Renie Loo, Kwee Liew ,Angeline Oh, Shirline Chong ,Eugenie Bong ,Xiao Fen

ORIENTAL SHOUJO (2007 – 2008)

组员: Charlene Lingz, Jeanne Choo, Renie Loo, Kwee Liew, Angeline Oh, Shirline Chong

''抱着同样的兴趣, 对舞蹈有着同样的热爱与梦想,就因为这种缘分把我们牵引在一块......对舞蹈纯纯的意愿带领我们勇敢闯下去,不停找寻着舞台带给我们的快乐......曾经的体验和经历,让我们收藏了许多宝贵的回忆.一同累积的笑声与泪水永远也不会蒸发......感激我们曾经拥有的一切,保存对舞蹈的热爱,期待再次重返舞台的那天......''

我们的脚印:

日期
记录
2004年8月份
族魂晚会舞蹈演出
2005年6月10日
族魂晚会之文化比赛(亚军)
2006年4月28日
短廊民众会堂歌台演出
2006年6月17日
族魂晚会之文化比赛(冠军)
2006年7月29日
舞台之星选拔賽(进入60强)
2006年8月18日
古晋节演出
2006年8月30日
HOCK LEE CENTRE(舞台之星宣传演出）
2006年9月2日
舞台之星校园争霸赛总决賽（进入六强)
2006年9月22日
参与MJC FOOD FAIR 的演出（The Hitz Dance Studio)
2006年10月22日
参与凤山寺的演出（The Hitz Dance Studio)
皇冠婚宴演出（Max Studio)
2006年10月23日
参与七里(HAJI BAKI)歌台演出(Max Studio)
2006年10月25日
凤山寺的演出(Max Studio)
2006年12月8日
皇冠佛教会慈善演出
2007年3月４号
马来西亚华裔小姐选美比赛表演嘉宾
２００７年４月份
ｃｒｏｗｎ　ｓｑｕａｒｅ慈善晚会（表演）
2007年6月９日
族魂晚会之文化比赛（季军)
2007年６月１６日
诗华日报学记晚会才艺赛(获最炫奖)
2008年１月１９日
才艺舞蹈賽（表演者）
2008年１月２３日
青统新春表演

thanks yong for the tag.. we shall not forget all the wonderful dancing moment we had.. miss you guys :)

救命啊！

累了。真的累了。

希望时间过得快一点。

再这样下去我会疯掉。

救命啊！

wow

aca pre-presentation this morning..

contract law test 1 in the afternoon..

i only started to do my contract law revision yesterday.. and wasted a lot of time just to read one topic as i didn't have the motivation to read the book at all..

also, my presentation was at 1030am.. i only started practice it at 830am..

can u imagine how confident am i in doing last minutes works?! well, i cant imagine at all..

forced myself to study but failed.. i just couldn't concentrate..

since i couldn't study anymore, off to bed quite early last night and hoping that i could wake up earlier this morning and finish the revision.. luckily, i managed to wake up and finish READING! *emphasize READING* whatever i read seems like i know but i don't know..

anyway, it's over.. it's over.. at least the level of my burdens has decreased a little bit although i'm not satisfied with my performance in both tasks.. hoping that the results wouldn't disappointed me..

Swinburne Carnival

swinburne carnival is over! gladded that it was quite happening.. but the most important part is.. I HAD FUN ^^

anyway, CPAASC had a stall there selling King's ice-cream, Pearl Milk Tea and Jelly.. Pearl Milk Tea was the "best selling item.." 90+ cups sold out throughout the day.. Overall, the sales was good..

owhyea, jacob, ronnie, lilian and shariman were there.. so excited to see all of them again.. it's always fun gather with all the ex and current committees.. love you all ^^

well, i shall stop blogging right now.. contract law test and aca pre-assignment presentation fall on this coming monday.. gosh.. no idea how to sit for contract law test.. i haven't start my revision..

til then..

what a day

what a tiring day i had.. was busy with club's activities the whole day and now.. i'm totally not doing anything.. productivity is completely 0%..

was celebrating lantern festival with family just now.. had a simple dinner with the little family but.. as i said "celebrating", of course we had something different from the usual dinner.. mum cooked a lot of nice dishes which made my stomach bloated to the max.. just can't resist not to eat..

anyway, was looking through the photos i have in my phone.. really a lot of memories.. so, i decided to upload those memories in facebook and share with you all.. most of them are random photos but i love.. random photos are just so natural and nice.. hope you guys don't mind.. hehee..

i can predict that next week is going to be a hectic week.. tons of things to do.. just hope everything would run well..

great night with them

"i got the feeling.. that tonight is going to be a good night"

yesh.. completely a great night with shian, yik & ming..

the last time i hung out with them was like ages ago..

as usual, was having lecture in the morning, assignment discussion after that..

when the sun was ready to say goodbye to us, i received a call from ming saying they were waiting for me downstairs..

took my stuffs and it's time to have some fun..

oh gosh.. finally.. finally.. finally..

putting all the burdens aside.. (totally ignore it) and had fun..

first station, steambot.. 2 hours of eating.. NON STOP..

second station, pullman hotel.. requested by yik as she haven't been there before.. (yik, congrates.. finally stepped in the hotel huh :P) camwhoring is definitely something you wouldn't forget to do right?! yea.. we all know.. hahaa..

third station, supposed to have our dessert at Secret Recipe.. but too bad.. they closed the shop when we reached.. (bet shian is going to dream about cakeS tonight)

continue our eating journey.. forth station, bubble milk tea at riverside.. it was just so coincident that the stall closed as well when we reached.. but due to shian's pro "sai nai" skill, we managed to get two cups and shared.. the aunty was a nice person ^^

fifth station, supposed to go McD for some fries as shian and yik were craving for it.. but the time shown that we better be home soon.. thus, plan cancelled.. went home instead..

all the laughter shoo-ed away my worries.. my tiredness..

thanks guys.. i really had fun..

thanks ming for the ride..

hey guys, have a safe journey back to uni yea.. all the best for you all in your studies..

can't wait to meet you guys again and the rest who didn't turn up just now.. ^^

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started to blog quite often lately..

improved a lot right.. yea.. i know.. LOL

"blogging mood" just always come during late night.. especially when my working speed slows down.. tasks haven't accomplished yet but i guess i just need a break..

never regret to have hectic semesters since i joined club.. since i became active in extra curriculum..

hectic life was really driving me crazy sometimes but boring life is worse..

i had fun when i had great companions to stress together..

i gained knowledge when organizing or attending events..

i got to socialize with people when there was a chance..

i enjoyed what i have gone through..

study.. club..

study.. club..

study.. club..

(looking for the balance point)

oppsss.. where to allocate my leisure part?!

aiksss.. guess what i need is prefect time management and smart brain..

anyway, time for bed.. hope to have a wonderful day tomorrow.. see yea :)

梦

梦，始终是梦。

梦里一切的美好始终会在你睁开眼睛的那一刹那完全消失。

人，为什么会做梦？人，为什么会希望美梦持续下去，不要醒来。

这全都因为人无法在现实生活中找到那一切的美好。就希望能在梦里找到所渴望的一切。

美梦真的能让一个人觉得快乐， 让人很享受。但，梦终就是梦。人总有一天要醒来。从美梦中醒来，回到现实生活的滋味真的很不好受。那种心情就像是一位很亲的知己突然间消失在你眼前。这都因为梦里一切的美好往往都与现实相反。

那一切的美好，已是第二次出现在我的梦境中。虽然两次的对象都不一样，但感觉是一样的。

第一次的美梦早已破碎。那种低落的心情当然有过。但，那已是过去。

我已做好心理准备面对第二次美梦的破碎。因为，过去的经验告诉我，梦与现实真的是相反的。

既然梦与现实是相反的，那就让我们一起做噩梦吧。可怕的梦或许是美好现实的前兆。哈哈。

虽然如此，人还是得有梦。有梦就有目标。人生才会过得有意义。或许美梦真的是可以被实现。只不过我们不知如何采取行动来实现它。

或许是我个人的问题吧。我始终在原地踏步，没勇气踏出“实现美梦”的那一步。我的心告诉我应该勇敢地踏出那一步但我的脑袋告诉我要理智。

到目前为止，我仍坚信着我要理智。不该相信你所说的一切因为那一切的一切都不可能是真的。

我想那些玩笑将在你找到你的她时而停止。就让那些玩笑继续开下去吧。反正你应该会在不久的将来找到你的她。

别问我关于以上文章的任何问题。

读过就算了。

看懂就懂。看不懂就算了 :)

好了，说了我想说的了。是时候回到现实，做我该做的事。

can i?!

wish to be friend with "decadent" for a day.. can i?!

just wish to ignore all the tasks..

just wish to take a break before uni life gets tougher..

just wish to stop the stress from increasing..

just wish.. .. ..

just for a day.. can i?!

明天会更好

过了一个不怎么好的一天。

从睁开眼睛的那一瞬间，心情就不怎么好了。很可能与睡眠不足有关吧。因而觉得今天无论做什么事都不怎么顺。加上太累了，心情就较难以控制。一旦事情做不好，就觉得自己很糟糕。说真的，脑袋空空上课真的不可能把功课做好。

今天该完成的事还蛮多。有点觉得压力了。

我需要音乐。真的，音乐可以改变一个人的心情。

真的希望明天会是个美好的一天。

。。。

因为重视，所以在乎。

但往往因过于在乎，而感到失望。

for you

this post is supposed to be up last night.. but my body clock told me that i should move my butt away from the chair asap..

anyway, had a kinda bad and weird feeling yesterday.. i'm feeling better now as the thought isn't as bad as yesterday..

for you,

it isn't a sudden/random thought.. i have been observing this for quite a long time.. i realized that we are like two strangers who don't know each other sometimes.. did you realize that sometimes, we din't talk to each other for the whole day.. not even a word (except i call u when you're home/when it's time for dinner) i feel weird about this and i don't like it.. i wish we can be as close as buddy.. i wish to build a better & closer relationship with you as the fact is that our relationship is actually very close..

do you realize that things started to change since we all grew up?! it's no longer like last time when we had our family day - swimming session every saturday evening etc..

miss the time when we went grocery shopping together before chinese new year.. we together decided on what should we get/try this year and it always ended up with a lot of plastic bags home.. LOL.

miss the time when you brought us to the car park area nearby our house and took our photos just because the sunset and weather were nice..

miss the time when you liked to put your hand over our shoulder and "dragged" us around while shopping/walk walk.. even though it wasn't that comfortable to walk but you made us feel safe..

miss the time when we always fell asleep on your bed and you had to carry us to our bed.. to be honest, i ever pretended sleeping as i just wanted you to carry me to my bed.. LOL..

miss a lot a lot of the moment we all had last time..

how i wish i have a time machine to go back to that time..

well, things really changed a lot a lot since we all grew up..

you never join us for grocery shopping anymore since most of us have driving license..

you never really tease us anymore..

hardly see you laugh recently.. not even a smile sometimes.. (i know you're always that cool.. but can't you don't be so cool in front of us?!)

however, i'm glad that you still care about us so much.. you never fail to give us at least a call a day.. even though you're quite loso sometimes.. LOL.. but it has became our habit as something just not right without a call a day from you..

also, i really felt warm that you even thought of helping me to solve the conflict between me and my friend when it was actually the age which i was mature enough to solve whatever problem i faced.. although you didn't tell me directly but i received the message from a good resource.. :)

well, sincerely apolosige if i'm very rude to you sometimes.. you're still the best father in the world.. LOVE YOU! ^^

cheers,

your beloved daughter

Shoo

shoo shoo shoo.. please stay far far away from me.. u make me headache, u make me tired, u make me weak once you get close me..

please go away and never come back to me.. i don't like you at all..

~FLU~

Life during holidays

dear all,

what have you been doing lately?! how's your "wonderful" holidays for all the swinburnians?! hahaa.. well, i'm just quite anti social lately.. stayed at home for most of the time.. accompanied my TV, my computer, my bed and of course spent more time with parents & youngest sister.. don't ask me why my holidays sound boring.. i have no idea.. lol.. i realized that it's quite good to be anti social sometimes.. don't have to care about what's happening outside there.. don't have to bother so much.. life would be better & happier isn't it?! lol..

anyway, new semester gonna start in 2 weeks time.. i'm really for it.. hahaa.. new semester, new subjects, new people maybe?! but i'm totally not really for any assignment, task, test etc.. @.@

sidetrack: the weather is SO HOT during day time but rain heavily during night time.. crazy @.@

omg

oh no! i lost my waist! couldn't find it anymore.. it has been replaced by a huge tayar.. it's just so uncomfortable to carry such huge tayar around.. haiz :(

日子难过

是否想过那种没目标的日子是怎么样的？我可以告诉你，那种感觉真的不好受。每天睁开眼睛的第一个问题就是“今天该做什么？” 通常都得不到一个答案。日子一天一天的过。不是吃就是睡。再不然就是看电视。我的天啊。还有21这样的日子要过。全都因为一个字“懒”。实在是我的天啊。

random thought

a lot of things suddenly came through my mind. all the memories, the people, the words, the situation etc.. (this is the outcome of being too bored.. lol) was wondering if i'm the kind of person who is fierce, arrogant, no manners, impolite. never keep promise, never care about other's feeling etc.. (whatever bad behavior you can think of) well, i believe there's people who think i'm like such.. no denial that i do feel so sometimes.. i will only realize it after it happened or after a long time when i recalled it.. i believe i can actually avoid these from happening.. which is "think properly before you say, think properly before you act".. i'm a straight forward person.. i used to say or act before think about it properly.. whatever is in my mind is the same as whatever come out from my mouth.. or however i feel is written on my face or my action.. that's how i behave.. i believe i did hurt a lot of your feeling.. truly sorry if you are one of the victims.. special sorry to most of my guy friends.. i have no idea why i tend to be much more fierce to guys than gals.. and i hardly believe whatever guys say.. no offence.. just maybe it's a way of protecting myself from being cheated..

besides, i'm neither decisive nor indecisive.. i can make decision straight and fast.. but my decision will change depends on the circumstances.. thus, i kinda envy people who can stand strong for their decision no matter what.. this is how a successful person should behave.. and i truly believe in it as i have seen a few examples.. even though the process that you have to go through wouldn't be easy.. but if enjoy and believe in it, things would change.. it depends on how you look into it.. however, i'm still not brave enough to do what i used to wish to.. i used to dream a lot.. used to think of become a designer, a professional dancer, a biochemist etc.. but reality pull me back.. i become a designer?! well, my imagination, creativity, drawing etc aren't as good as others.. can be considered as poor.. i become a professional dancer?! i wouldn't be able to survive in the market after few years.. i become biochemist?! well, no way.. such sucky SPM result still dare to think of become one?!?! hundred and thousand of reasons stopped me from taking further step into those fields.. well, you might think those're just excuses.. yea.. maybe.. it's just all because i'm not confident and brave enough.. yea.. i know.. that's the reason why i'm in accounting field now.. not to say i study this course blindly (well, maybe.. as it seems like i have forgotten whatever i studied last semester or last last semester etc) i have learnt something which made me think that this field isn't that bad.. i tried to like it and enjoy studying it but it still hasn't change my mind to like it.. neither like nor dislike..

well, i believe money can't buy everything but i believe more in no money, no talk.. that's one of the reasons why i chose accounting field.. as i heard a lot of comments saying it would be easier to find a job in the future as accountants are in demand or accountant is a professional body who wouldn't be jobless no matter what happen or bla bla bla.. i guess those reasons are convincing enough to make me believe in it and decided to go into it.. no turning back.. 2 more years to go.. hopefully i will like it when it becomes my career..

enough for that.. i know whatever i said above seems negative, emo, down bla bla bla.. no worries, it will end here end now.. tomorrow would be another new wonderful day..

smile ^^

假期

朋友常常问我：“最近好吗？现在在做什么？”　我的答案常常都是：“过的还不错。现在在放假”　朋友的反应常常都是：“又放假！”　哈哈。对，又放假。不是我想要的。我也不晓得为什么会有那么多的假期。假期太多不见得是件好事。因为，人会渐渐变得懒惰。就像我现在这样。哈哈。算一算，两个月的假期已过了一半。别傻眼。这只不过是年中假期。年终假期会更长。一定得找工做。还好，这假期，日子不是我想像中的难过。还以为这两个月的假期将与“颓废”为友，过着没人生目标的日子。还好没那么惨。不过，接下来的日子，我可没什么计划。想学点东西，增加知识。可是类，“懒惰”这位朋友永远离不开我。你说该怎么办？真的没办法过着没目标的日子。好了，罗嗦够了。是时候该找点东西做了。晚安啦。有个好梦。

Hrmmm

SIMS 3 ^^ Awesome..

Interior design is really COOL.. especially with those artistic drawing, decoration etc..

Me LOVE ^^

Anyway, is it only me or you do feel the same ways as me as the weather is cold outside there but you feel hot.. That's how i feel right now.. Is that the symptom of me getting sick?! Please no.. Feeling kinda uncomfortable now.. Gotta get some cold drink..

It's the day

Well.. Result was out in 2 hours ago..

One word to say - DISAPPOINTED

Not too sad as at least I pass all the subjects.. But the "P"s really make the result slip looks ugly.. Aiksss.. Disappointed..

Anyway, start working tomorrow.. Neither sad nor happy.. @.@

Really need to find something to do to make my holidays better.. meaningful.. exciting..

***think think think***

Til then.. ^^

FRESH NEW LOOK!

Hey Hey Hey.. Finally!!! my blog is alive after 1,2,3.. about 9 months! @.@

A fresh new look of my blog (finally removed the old ugly boring layout huh) Not only the layout changed but link.. Didn't plan to let everyone knows about this blog.. so, you should be honoured that you know the link :P

It's 12.46AM now.. It's far over my bed time dy.. Got to go now.. Tadaa.. Nite Nite



p/s: Tomorrow is the day.. I really need BEST LUCK.. Thanks.. ^^