wow

aca pre-presentation this morning..

contract law test 1 in the afternoon..

i only started to do my contract law revision yesterday.. and wasted a lot of time just to read one topic as i didn't have the motivation to read the book at all..

also, my presentation was at 1030am.. i only started practice it at 830am..

can u imagine how confident am i in doing last minutes works?! well, i cant imagine at all..

forced myself to study but failed.. i just couldn't concentrate..

since i couldn't study anymore, off to bed quite early last night and hoping that i could wake up earlier this morning and finish the revision.. luckily, i managed to wake up and finish READING! *emphasize READING* whatever i read seems like i know but i don't know..

anyway, it's over.. it's over.. at least the level of my burdens has decreased a little bit although i'm not satisfied with my performance in both tasks.. hoping that the results wouldn't disappointed me..

Swinburne Carnival

swinburne carnival is over! gladded that it was quite happening.. but the most important part is.. I HAD FUN ^^

anyway, CPAASC had a stall there selling King's ice-cream, Pearl Milk Tea and Jelly.. Pearl Milk Tea was the "best selling item.." 90+ cups sold out throughout the day.. Overall, the sales was good..

owhyea, jacob, ronnie, lilian and shariman were there.. so excited to see all of them again.. it's always fun gather with all the ex and current committees.. love you all ^^

well, i shall stop blogging right now.. contract law test and aca pre-assignment presentation fall on this coming monday.. gosh.. no idea how to sit for contract law test.. i haven't start my revision..

til then..

what a day

what a tiring day i had.. was busy with club's activities the whole day and now.. i'm totally not doing anything.. productivity is completely 0%..

was celebrating lantern festival with family just now.. had a simple dinner with the little family but.. as i said "celebrating", of course we had something different from the usual dinner.. mum cooked a lot of nice dishes which made my stomach bloated to the max.. just can't resist not to eat..

anyway, was looking through the photos i have in my phone.. really a lot of memories.. so, i decided to upload those memories in facebook and share with you all.. most of them are random photos but i love.. random photos are just so natural and nice.. hope you guys don't mind.. hehee..

i can predict that next week is going to be a hectic week.. tons of things to do.. just hope everything would run well..

great night with them

"i got the feeling.. that tonight is going to be a good night"

yesh.. completely a great night with shian, yik & ming..

the last time i hung out with them was like ages ago..

as usual, was having lecture in the morning, assignment discussion after that..

when the sun was ready to say goodbye to us, i received a call from ming saying they were waiting for me downstairs..

took my stuffs and it's time to have some fun..

oh gosh.. finally.. finally.. finally..

putting all the burdens aside.. (totally ignore it) and had fun..

first station, steambot.. 2 hours of eating.. NON STOP..

second station, pullman hotel.. requested by yik as she haven't been there before.. (yik, congrates.. finally stepped in the hotel huh :P) camwhoring is definitely something you wouldn't forget to do right?! yea.. we all know.. hahaa..

third station, supposed to have our dessert at Secret Recipe.. but too bad.. they closed the shop when we reached.. (bet shian is going to dream about cakeS tonight)

continue our eating journey.. forth station, bubble milk tea at riverside.. it was just so coincident that the stall closed as well when we reached.. but due to shian's pro "sai nai" skill, we managed to get two cups and shared.. the aunty was a nice person ^^

fifth station, supposed to go McD for some fries as shian and yik were craving for it.. but the time shown that we better be home soon.. thus, plan cancelled.. went home instead..

all the laughter shoo-ed away my worries.. my tiredness..

thanks guys.. i really had fun..

thanks ming for the ride..

hey guys, have a safe journey back to uni yea.. all the best for you all in your studies..

can't wait to meet you guys again and the rest who didn't turn up just now.. ^^

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started to blog quite often lately..

improved a lot right.. yea.. i know.. LOL

"blogging mood" just always come during late night.. especially when my working speed slows down.. tasks haven't accomplished yet but i guess i just need a break..

never regret to have hectic semesters since i joined club.. since i became active in extra curriculum..

hectic life was really driving me crazy sometimes but boring life is worse..

i had fun when i had great companions to stress together..

i gained knowledge when organizing or attending events..

i got to socialize with people when there was a chance..

i enjoyed what i have gone through..

study.. club..

study.. club..

study.. club..

(looking for the balance point)

oppsss.. where to allocate my leisure part?!

aiksss.. guess what i need is prefect time management and smart brain..

anyway, time for bed.. hope to have a wonderful day tomorrow.. see yea :)

梦

梦，始终是梦。

梦里一切的美好始终会在你睁开眼睛的那一刹那完全消失。

人，为什么会做梦？人，为什么会希望美梦持续下去，不要醒来。

这全都因为人无法在现实生活中找到那一切的美好。就希望能在梦里找到所渴望的一切。

美梦真的能让一个人觉得快乐， 让人很享受。但，梦终就是梦。人总有一天要醒来。从美梦中醒来，回到现实生活的滋味真的很不好受。那种心情就像是一位很亲的知己突然间消失在你眼前。这都因为梦里一切的美好往往都与现实相反。

那一切的美好，已是第二次出现在我的梦境中。虽然两次的对象都不一样，但感觉是一样的。

第一次的美梦早已破碎。那种低落的心情当然有过。但，那已是过去。

我已做好心理准备面对第二次美梦的破碎。因为，过去的经验告诉我，梦与现实真的是相反的。

既然梦与现实是相反的，那就让我们一起做噩梦吧。可怕的梦或许是美好现实的前兆。哈哈。

虽然如此，人还是得有梦。有梦就有目标。人生才会过得有意义。或许美梦真的是可以被实现。只不过我们不知如何采取行动来实现它。

或许是我个人的问题吧。我始终在原地踏步，没勇气踏出“实现美梦”的那一步。我的心告诉我应该勇敢地踏出那一步但我的脑袋告诉我要理智。

到目前为止，我仍坚信着我要理智。不该相信你所说的一切因为那一切的一切都不可能是真的。

我想那些玩笑将在你找到你的她时而停止。就让那些玩笑继续开下去吧。反正你应该会在不久的将来找到你的她。

别问我关于以上文章的任何问题。

读过就算了。

看懂就懂。看不懂就算了 :)

好了，说了我想说的了。是时候回到现实，做我该做的事。

can i?!

wish to be friend with "decadent" for a day.. can i?!

just wish to ignore all the tasks..

just wish to take a break before uni life gets tougher..

just wish to stop the stress from increasing..

just wish.. .. ..

just for a day.. can i?!

明天会更好

过了一个不怎么好的一天。

从睁开眼睛的那一瞬间，心情就不怎么好了。很可能与睡眠不足有关吧。因而觉得今天无论做什么事都不怎么顺。加上太累了，心情就较难以控制。一旦事情做不好，就觉得自己很糟糕。说真的，脑袋空空上课真的不可能把功课做好。

今天该完成的事还蛮多。有点觉得压力了。

我需要音乐。真的，音乐可以改变一个人的心情。

真的希望明天会是个美好的一天。

。。。

因为重视，所以在乎。

但往往因过于在乎，而感到失望。

for you

this post is supposed to be up last night.. but my body clock told me that i should move my butt away from the chair asap..

anyway, had a kinda bad and weird feeling yesterday.. i'm feeling better now as the thought isn't as bad as yesterday..

for you,

it isn't a sudden/random thought.. i have been observing this for quite a long time.. i realized that we are like two strangers who don't know each other sometimes.. did you realize that sometimes, we din't talk to each other for the whole day.. not even a word (except i call u when you're home/when it's time for dinner) i feel weird about this and i don't like it.. i wish we can be as close as buddy.. i wish to build a better & closer relationship with you as the fact is that our relationship is actually very close..

do you realize that things started to change since we all grew up?! it's no longer like last time when we had our family day - swimming session every saturday evening etc..

miss the time when we went grocery shopping together before chinese new year.. we together decided on what should we get/try this year and it always ended up with a lot of plastic bags home.. LOL.

miss the time when you brought us to the car park area nearby our house and took our photos just because the sunset and weather were nice..

miss the time when you liked to put your hand over our shoulder and "dragged" us around while shopping/walk walk.. even though it wasn't that comfortable to walk but you made us feel safe..

miss the time when we always fell asleep on your bed and you had to carry us to our bed.. to be honest, i ever pretended sleeping as i just wanted you to carry me to my bed.. LOL..

miss a lot a lot of the moment we all had last time..

how i wish i have a time machine to go back to that time..

well, things really changed a lot a lot since we all grew up..

you never join us for grocery shopping anymore since most of us have driving license..

you never really tease us anymore..

hardly see you laugh recently.. not even a smile sometimes.. (i know you're always that cool.. but can't you don't be so cool in front of us?!)

however, i'm glad that you still care about us so much.. you never fail to give us at least a call a day.. even though you're quite loso sometimes.. LOL.. but it has became our habit as something just not right without a call a day from you..

also, i really felt warm that you even thought of helping me to solve the conflict between me and my friend when it was actually the age which i was mature enough to solve whatever problem i faced.. although you didn't tell me directly but i received the message from a good resource.. :)

well, sincerely apolosige if i'm very rude to you sometimes.. you're still the best father in the world.. LOVE YOU! ^^

cheers,

your beloved daughter