I was wrong

as long as it's the fact, you can't say No to it..

what i did was ignored it..

i have been ignoring the fact for year and years..

but.. today, I decided to know..

i used to think it's ok.. it isn't a big deal.. it gonna be alright.. and..

i thought i was prepared and could accept the "consequence" one day if it really happens..

but..

i think I was wrong..

tears dropped when I thought of the future..

i actually felt scared..

i just.. ... ... hope it really gonna be alright :) :) :)