变了

变了。真的是变了。感觉变了好多。

现在的我们已不像从前的我们。

真希望是我多心。就因为重视所以在乎这一切的改变。

当遇到这种困境时，

从前的我呢，一定会查出问题的根源。

找机会解释。找机会道歉。找机会重修关系。

但，之前屡次的经验告诉我，这种“坚持“的心态不一定能解决问题。

我也渐渐地对这种事情失去了知觉。麻木了。

所以，现在的我呢，选择不去理会。不去想。就让时间重修一切。

或许这种方法根本没办法解决问题，

但，至少我会觉得轻松些因为不需要烦恼那么多。

　

***真的很希望这一切的改变都是因为我多心。

new favorite

found my new favorite..

JASON CHEN!! LOL..

just so in love with most of the songs he sang..

WAOW ^^

my top 6 favorites (by him):

1. just a dream

2. just the way you are

3. somebody to love

4. love the way you lie

5. one in a million

6. pyramid

he did sing wangleehom's "你不知道的事“

nice as well.. but i still prefer the original singer..

ok.. i know.. i'm just being bias.. hahaa..

anyway, youtube them.. you will love them as well :D

untitled

can't really control my emotion lately..

i feel "beh song" easily.. get annoyed easily as well..

i also don't know why i felt super emo when i woke up these few mornings..

wasn't in the mood to go school at all..

how i wish i could continue sleeping and ignore everything..

arghhh!!! =.= so sleepy right now.. nights..

sidetrack:

what i need is time.. it will gone soon.. YESH! it will.. soon :)

hoping that it will never come back to me.. sick of it already.. just don't wanna experience the same situation again.. please..

=.=

WOOHOO.. Look so like a drunk person right now..

hey.. not real drunk but I just look so like such right now..

really tired to the max..

24/7 is really not enough for me.. especially this two months..

I NEED time to sleep! really sleep.. sigh

OUT

you are now officially OUT from my list forever :)

never ever think there's a chance for you.. NO! NOT at all! :)

those were just craps.. It wouldn't bother me anymore :)

however, don't worry..

you and me.. are still FRIENDS and will always be FRIENDS :)

it will never over the "FRIENDS" boundary :)

something I wanna share

"MOOD" is really unpredictable..

you can't predict how would you feel at the next second..

you feel happy at this moment but you might turn down the next second..

none of us likes to be down/sad/upset/unhappy/angry etc..

however, it's unavoidable..

what we can do is overcome it..

sleep is my first option to overcome it..

I can feel the world belongs to me once i close my eyes..

I can think whatever I want without any distraction..

I would say it's a good option to calm yourself down and from there, do an analysis..

For instance, analyze what made you feel angry.. why would you need to be so angry.. what's the negative outcome if you continue to be angry.. what's the positive outcome if you forget about it and be happy.. hundred and thousand of questions & answers you can think of to cheer yourself up..

listeners or/and advisors is my second option..

I love talking to people who i trust and able to give me good advices once i feel down..

I would say they are my listeners or/and advisors instead of soul mates..

as most of the times, I just need someone to listen to me and cheer me up.. I didn't expect them to share their thoughts with me..

I'm glad that I have a few.. They are really good listeners or/and advisors..

if you found someone/people who you can completely trust and share your happiness/sadness with.. then, CONGRATULATION.. you have found yours :)

just share with them.. i believe they are willing to listen to you..

Friends, I might not be a good advisor but i'm willing to be your listener.. You may approach me if you need someone to talk to :)

blogging is my third option..

whenever i have thought or feeling which i don't know how to share it with people, i would choose to blog about it..

I don't mind if there's no listener.. no advises..

as I just need a place to express it instead of keeping it in my heart..

exercise is my last option..

if the above 3 options do not work on me, i would choose to express my feeling by sweating as much as possible..

so, exercise is the best way to make me sweat..

all the anger, the unhappiness would follow my sweat flow out from my sweat pores.. LOL

the reason I post this is that.. I was kinda moody the whole day without any reason..

I chose to blog about it because.. like I said, I just wanna express my feeling and I don't know how to share it with people..

at the same time, I actually wanna share with you all how I usually overcome the unhappy moments :)

hope this will help you guys as well or at least a bit..

or you can find your own comfort ways..

Cheers :D

YAP

Too much to think about..

Too many to work on..

That's how my life recently..

No idea on what, where and how should I start this post..

I guess I wouldn't talk about those tidy little small things which messed up my life lately as everything is no longer a present tense..

Let me share with you how i spent my mid-term break this time..

No part time job.. No stress on assignment or test.. No family vacation.. etc

It was all about CPA ASC.. and yeah! CPA ASC "Young Apprentice Program" was a success..

Glad to see all the participants were SUPER cooperative and managed to make a lot of new friends..

Preparation..

Kuching City Hunt Trial..

It was fun walking around Kuching and noticed something which I wouldn't notice normally..

Know what.. I realised i'm really a "suapa lao" as i didn't know there's such shop/thing exist in Kuching.. LOL..

Sorry about that.. I know i should be more aware of issues surrounded me :D

"YAP" was a 2 days 1 night event which held at Lime Tree Hotel, Kuching..

(FYI, the environment there is really good :)

Owhyea.. I would like to emphasize on this part.. LOL

We had a very special talk during the event - Self Awareness Talk..

Instead of inviting speakers who are going to talk about entrepreneurship or accounting or business etc.. we invited speakers who are grooming consultants..

The topic wasn't on how to make up, how to style your hair or how to be a style person..

but it was more to wardrobe management which enable us to know what kind of outfit suits us..

The purpose was to improve a person's self confident through dress up..

Isn't it a very special talk?! LOL

Anyway, too much for me to talk about if I really talk about the event in detailed..

Just wanna share with you some photos which I really LOVE..

It was fun organizing events with a bunch of great people..

I enjoyed organising events.. I enjoyed spending time with the people..

Just can't stop laughing mixing with this bunch of funny people :D

Anyway, gotto go now.. Time for bed.. Nite Nite..

Til then..