Something you should know

This is an "only read" blog.
don't ask me anything about any post.
if you understand it means you know me well.
if you don't then just forget about it :)


Sunday, October 31, 2010

=.=

WOOHOO.. Look so like a drunk person right now..
hey.. not real drunk but I just look so like such right now..

really tired to the max..
24/7 is really not enough for me.. especially this two months..
I NEED time to sleep! really sleep.. sigh

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

OUT

you are now officially OUT from my list forever :)
never ever think there's a chance for you.. NO! NOT at all! :)
those were just craps.. It wouldn't bother me anymore :)

however, don't worry..
you and me.. are still FRIENDS and will always be FRIENDS :)
it will never over the "FRIENDS" boundary :)

Sunday, October 24, 2010

something I wanna share

"MOOD" is really unpredictable..
you can't predict how would you feel at the next second..
you feel happy at this moment but you might turn down the next second..

none of us likes to be down/sad/upset/unhappy/angry etc..
however, it's unavoidable..
what we can do is overcome it..


sleep is my first option to overcome it..
I can feel the world belongs to me once i close my eyes..
I can think whatever I want without any distraction..
I would say it's a good option to calm yourself down and from there, do an analysis..
For instance, analyze what made you feel angry.. why would you need to be so angry.. what's the negative outcome if you continue to be angry.. what's the positive outcome if you forget about it and be happy.. hundred and thousand of questions & answers you can think of to cheer yourself up..


listeners or/and advisors is my second option..
I love talking to people who i trust and able to give me good advices once i feel down..
I would say they are my listeners or/and advisors instead of soul mates..
as most of the times, I just need someone to listen to me and cheer me up.. I didn't expect them to share their thoughts with me..
I'm glad that I have a few.. They are really good listeners or/and advisors..
if you found someone/people who you can completely trust and share your happiness/sadness with.. then, CONGRATULATION.. you have found yours :)
just share with them.. i believe they are willing to listen to you..

Friends, I might not be a good advisor but i'm willing to be your listener.. You may approach me if you need someone to talk to :)


blogging is my third option..
whenever i have thought or feeling which i don't know how to share it with people, i would choose to blog about it..
I don't mind if there's no listener.. no advises..
as I just need a place to express it instead of keeping it in my heart..


exercise is my last option..
if the above 3 options do not work on me, i would choose to express my feeling by sweating as much as possible..
so, exercise is the best way to make me sweat..
all the anger, the unhappiness would follow my sweat flow out from my sweat pores.. LOL


the reason I post this is that.. I was kinda moody the whole day without any reason..
I chose to blog about it because.. like I said, I just wanna express my feeling and I don't know how to share it with people..
at the same time, I actually wanna share with you all how I usually overcome the unhappy moments :)
hope this will help you guys as well or at least a bit..
or you can find your own comfort ways..


Cheers :D

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

YAP

Too much to think about..
Too many to work on..
That's how my life recently..

No idea on what, where and how should I start this post..
I guess I wouldn't talk about those tidy little small things which messed up my life lately as everything is no longer a present tense..

Let me share with you how i spent my mid-term break this time..
No part time job.. No stress on assignment or test.. No family vacation.. etc
It was all about CPA ASC.. and yeah! CPA ASC "Young Apprentice Program" was a success..
Glad to see all the participants were SUPER cooperative and managed to make a lot of new friends..


Preparation..
Kuching City Hunt Trial..

It was fun walking around Kuching and noticed something which I wouldn't notice normally..
Know what.. I realised i'm really a "suapa lao" as i didn't know there's such shop/thing exist in Kuching.. LOL..
Sorry about that.. I know i should be more aware of issues surrounded me :D

"YAP" was a 2 days 1 night event which held at Lime Tree Hotel, Kuching..
(FYI, the environment there is really good :)

Owhyea.. I would like to emphasize on this part.. LOL
We had a very special talk during the event - Self Awareness Talk..
Instead of inviting speakers who are going to talk about entrepreneurship or accounting or business etc.. we invited speakers who are grooming consultants..
The topic wasn't on how to make up, how to style your hair or how to be a style person..
but it was more to wardrobe management which enable us to know what kind of outfit suits us..
The purpose was to improve a person's self confident through dress up..
Isn't it a very special talk?! LOL

Anyway, too much for me to talk about if I really talk about the event in detailed..
Just wanna share with you some photos which I really LOVE..
It was fun organizing events with a bunch of great people..
I enjoyed organising events.. I enjoyed spending time with the people..
Just can't stop laughing mixing with this bunch of funny people :D

Anyway, gotto go now.. Time for bed.. Nite Nite..
Til then..

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

事实

才发现... 其实,我是个骗子。
说我不在乎,其实是在乎的。
说我不想理,其实很想知道。
说我会忘记,其实怎忘得了。
对自己撒谎只不过是自我催眠的一种。
不得不对自己撒谎。只有这样才能让自己觉得好过一些。
不得不让自己过着忙碌的生活,只有这样才能让自己不去理会。



又是一篇 “看懂就懂,看不懂就算了” 的文章 :)

Sunday, October 10, 2010

这就是我

我是个随心所欲的人。
一件事情的好坏,全掌控于我的心。
往往不是我无能,而是我无心。
有心时,再困难的事情,都一定能办好。
无心时,再简单的事情,都不可能办好。



疲惫或/与饥饿的身躯是影响我心情的两大因素。
所以,请别在我感到饥饿或/与疲惫时打扰我。

这就是我 :)

Saturday, October 09, 2010

:P

if you want me to fall for you, just show me your piano skill..

just like what Wang LeeHom has done.. hehee :P