明天会更好

过了一个不怎么好的一天。

从睁开眼睛的那一瞬间，心情就不怎么好了。很可能与睡眠不足有关吧。因而觉得今天无论做什么事都不怎么顺。加上太累了，心情就较难以控制。一旦事情做不好，就觉得自己很糟糕。说真的，脑袋空空上课真的不可能把功课做好。

今天该完成的事还蛮多。有点觉得压力了。

我需要音乐。真的，音乐可以改变一个人的心情。

真的希望明天会是个美好的一天。

。。。

因为重视，所以在乎。

但往往因过于在乎，而感到失望。

for you

this post is supposed to be up last night.. but my body clock told me that i should move my butt away from the chair asap..

anyway, had a kinda bad and weird feeling yesterday.. i'm feeling better now as the thought isn't as bad as yesterday..

for you,

it isn't a sudden/random thought.. i have been observing this for quite a long time.. i realized that we are like two strangers who don't know each other sometimes.. did you realize that sometimes, we din't talk to each other for the whole day.. not even a word (except i call u when you're home/when it's time for dinner) i feel weird about this and i don't like it.. i wish we can be as close as buddy.. i wish to build a better & closer relationship with you as the fact is that our relationship is actually very close..

do you realize that things started to change since we all grew up?! it's no longer like last time when we had our family day - swimming session every saturday evening etc..

miss the time when we went grocery shopping together before chinese new year.. we together decided on what should we get/try this year and it always ended up with a lot of plastic bags home.. LOL.

miss the time when you brought us to the car park area nearby our house and took our photos just because the sunset and weather were nice..

miss the time when you liked to put your hand over our shoulder and "dragged" us around while shopping/walk walk.. even though it wasn't that comfortable to walk but you made us feel safe..

miss the time when we always fell asleep on your bed and you had to carry us to our bed.. to be honest, i ever pretended sleeping as i just wanted you to carry me to my bed.. LOL..

miss a lot a lot of the moment we all had last time..

how i wish i have a time machine to go back to that time..

well, things really changed a lot a lot since we all grew up..

you never join us for grocery shopping anymore since most of us have driving license..

you never really tease us anymore..

hardly see you laugh recently.. not even a smile sometimes.. (i know you're always that cool.. but can't you don't be so cool in front of us?!)

however, i'm glad that you still care about us so much.. you never fail to give us at least a call a day.. even though you're quite loso sometimes.. LOL.. but it has became our habit as something just not right without a call a day from you..

also, i really felt warm that you even thought of helping me to solve the conflict between me and my friend when it was actually the age which i was mature enough to solve whatever problem i faced.. although you didn't tell me directly but i received the message from a good resource.. :)

well, sincerely apolosige if i'm very rude to you sometimes.. you're still the best father in the world.. LOVE YOU! ^^

cheers,

your beloved daughter

Shoo

shoo shoo shoo.. please stay far far away from me.. u make me headache, u make me tired, u make me weak once you get close me..

please go away and never come back to me.. i don't like you at all..

~FLU~

Life during holidays

dear all,

what have you been doing lately?! how's your "wonderful" holidays for all the swinburnians?! hahaa.. well, i'm just quite anti social lately.. stayed at home for most of the time.. accompanied my TV, my computer, my bed and of course spent more time with parents & youngest sister.. don't ask me why my holidays sound boring.. i have no idea.. lol.. i realized that it's quite good to be anti social sometimes.. don't have to care about what's happening outside there.. don't have to bother so much.. life would be better & happier isn't it?! lol..

anyway, new semester gonna start in 2 weeks time.. i'm really for it.. hahaa.. new semester, new subjects, new people maybe?! but i'm totally not really for any assignment, task, test etc.. @.@

sidetrack: the weather is SO HOT during day time but rain heavily during night time.. crazy @.@

omg

oh no! i lost my waist! couldn't find it anymore.. it has been replaced by a huge tayar.. it's just so uncomfortable to carry such huge tayar around.. haiz :(

日子难过

是否想过那种没目标的日子是怎么样的？我可以告诉你，那种感觉真的不好受。每天睁开眼睛的第一个问题就是“今天该做什么？” 通常都得不到一个答案。日子一天一天的过。不是吃就是睡。再不然就是看电视。我的天啊。还有21这样的日子要过。全都因为一个字“懒”。实在是我的天啊。