"how are you?"

how? and how? and how?

how do you actually show people that you sincerely care about them..

and how can you let people tell you the truth of how good they really are..

"how are you?" is commonly used by people as way to greet other people..

but.. my "how are you" to YOU is really "h o w a r e y o u???"..

as in are you really doing good there? just like what i saw and knew?

everytime i asked you "how are you?", your "i'm fine" wasn't that convincing to make me really believe that you're really doing good..

maybe i have been thinking too much..

just hope that you're really doing good there..

great moment

great time spent with the high school friends..

felt great to meet them up..

so much to chat.. so much to share..

we were chatting about travelling, vacation..

there's a lot a lot a lot of places i really want to go..

penang, melaka, kk, singapore, melbourne and many more.. ... ...

were somehow planning to go travelling together next year..

hoping that it will happen..

but.. money please come in first..

haiz.. gotto start working next year..

mixed feeling right now..

can't wait to earn money but somehow afraid of the working life..

where should i go? when should i start? dilemma.. ... ...

失望。迷惑。

我只能说，失望。

以前的我总觉得“距离”不会是影响一段友情的因素。

不管分隔多远，不管常不常联络，

只要是真心的去结交朋友，你我心里总会有彼此。

但一切的一切让我觉得我们“曾经”是好朋友。

说了是曾经，所以，现在的我们感觉陌生了许多。

渐渐地，对”一辈子的好朋友“这六个字不再抱太大的希望。

也渐渐地，对”好朋友“这三个字感到有点迷惑。

知心朋友我懂，我也知道我有。

聊得来的朋友，说多不多，说少也不少。

感情还不错的朋友也有几个。

但，好朋友呢？什么是好朋友？

又有谁把我当成好朋友呢？

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1st post for september

this is a really dead blog i know..

same excuse like always - busy.. hahaa.. oppsss

well, life was quite happening lately..

was having the winter term final exam two weeks ago..

(praying hard that result will be good.. or at least a pass.. please please please)

followed by preparing friend's birthday pressie before i was away for the trip..

made her a simple yet complicated video with all the photos we took together..

or should i say photo slideshow..

it's simple as it's only photo, photo and more photos with a short video and background music..

it's complicated as i'm a IT noob i would say.. it took me quite sometimes to find and choose pictures, to compile everything, to convert the file and upload.. seriously.. aduhduh..

the kinda last minute work was somehow driving me crazy..

oh well, video was too long and file was too big.. extra work done to cut it short and convert the file.. progress of uploading the video was another problem.. internet line sucks.. took quite sometimes to get the video uploaded.. phew.. at least managed to give her the pressie on time.. happy :)

trip started after that..

was so excited about it as the plan was to visit sibu + miri + brunei..

unfortunately, it didn't happen as how it should be..

so disappointed with maswing..

it was delayed at first.. then, flight cancelled after almost 3 hours of wait..

eyh heylow.. how can you just cancelled the flight like that?!?!?! ishhh..

well, flight cancelled, excitement gone, so, bye bye miri and brunei :(

thus, plan changed.. stayed at sibu for a week..

was spending the time with cousins and the family..

it was all about food hunting and exploring the place..

food was great.. fried squid and the crispy pancake.. i miss it :D

was planning to have nice crab for dinner the night before i came home..

unfortunately, didn't have the luck to try it.. it was sold out =.=!!!

never mind, waiting for my mum to cook for me one day.. i still want crab!!! arghhh.. LOL

the one week sibu trip ended with a tired body..

uncle drove the family and I home.. 5 hours of ride was a long journey for me..

not used to sit in the car for such a long time.. but at least i have experienced it :)

next trip came up..

maternal side 2 days 1 night family trip to damai puri..

not everyone was there but it was still a fun and relaxing trip..

and now.. i'm sitting here blogging while waiting for the time to pass..

friend's birthday dinner tonight.. which means high school friends reunion time :)

anyway, gotto end the post right now..

have a great day everyone :)

til then..

my feeling at the moment

i'm STRESS now!!!
my progress is super duper slow..

slow.. slow.. slow..

huhuhuu :'(

life

alalalalalaaa :D

so so so into watching youtube lately.. was searching for nice songs to listen and funny videos to watch.. actually, i'm still searching for it.. any recommendation? you may drop a comment under this post if you have any nice song or funny video to share with me.. thanks in advance.. hehee..

back to the story of my life..

well well well.. time passed really fast.. just a blink of eye, 6 weeks of study almost come to the end..

1 more week to go to determine if i have learnt something or nothing in this short semester.. lol..

feeling kinda worried now but the lazy body of mine just doesn't want to move..

feeling so tired to squeeze the brain juice thinking of how to write the report and presentation.. as well as the revision..

energetic physically not mentally at all.. why o why?!?!?!

anyway, motivation o motivation.. could you please visit me asap?!?! i don't wanna get panic/stress for doing last minutes work.. thanks a lot a lot a lot..

look.. i found something quite true..

{... [I've noticed that whenever a girl or boy kills themself, mounds of people are suddenly saying, "it's a shame, they were so beautiful."] ... Here's an idea. Tell them that while they're still alive. Then maybe they'll stick around to hear it ... }

another one,,,

{... People are funny. They spend money they haven't earned, to buy things they don't need, to impress people they don't like ...}

as well as this,,,

{... The first step to recovery is admitting that you have a problem. Sounds easy? It's not. Admitting you have a problem shows your weakness, shows that you are vulnerable. So, how to recover? ...}

nah.. picture of the day.. SMILE as wide/big as you can :) :) :)

"Burns" Official Music Video - Jason Chen (Original)

Finally, he own a/the song..

ermmm.. sorry to say that.. it isn't that WoW for me.. so, not really into this song..

but good try :) waiting for his new song.. hehee