this explains that

**tik-tok tik-tok**

it's 12.20am right now and i'm still awake..

yea.. i'm still awake.. just don't feel like going to bed so early..

well, was reading every single post i have in this blog..

really a lot of memories.. a lot a lot..

the fun one, the happy one, the sad one, the down one.. all kind of memories..

just realised that i have been blogging for 3 years plus dy.. waow..

but my posts are getting less and less every year..

i used to blog a lot in 2008.. that was the most happening year throughout my uni life when everyone was so close to each other..

we were so busy with all the outings.. not studies.. not clubs..

it was when we were all newbies there..

were busy exploring new eating places, random car ride, prom night, celebration and many more..

do you remember???

because i do.. i remember all those wonderful moment we had and i miss it..

how i wish everyone can be as close as last time.. i really wish..

the gang is just getting smaller and smaller every semester and i don't know why..

do you know???

everyone just seems so busy with their own stuff..

the studies, the clubs, the relationships, the works.. .. .. the new gang :(

am i going to be alone during my final semester??? well, i think the possibility is there..

aiksss.. this semester is a little boring.. everyone is just so packed with studies and own stuff..

even i myself don't feel like going out.. don't even have the mood to initiate outing with friends..

just feel so tired everyday.. can't wait to go home to rest and sleep after classes..

boring life right yet i feel so lazy to make it an exciting one.. arghhh..

gym session used to be my loved one.. but it's no longer like that..

i have been so kind to "donate" money to LU since two months back..

just suddenly felt pressure to go gym after internship everyday as i needed to force myself to go and i didn't enjoy it anymore since then.. just so tired after working for 8 hours per day..

what i was looking forward to the end of the day was to get home asap..

can't imagine how's my life gonna be when i step into the "real world"..

am i going to be so unsocialized??? am i going to have such dead life style???

OH NO.. please NO..

it's so so so not what i want..

aiksss.. another wordy post.. i realised i have a lot of wordy posts lately..

no pictures, no videos or what..

and posts are all so emo, sad and down..

so sien to read right.. i feel so sien about it too..

gotto find something more interesting to post soon..

stay tune :)

gotto go to the bed now..

it's almost 1am dy..

gotto wake up early and start my FPI presentation..

haven't even started anything..

wasted the whole day did nothing..

nite nite.. see yea :)

motivation i need you

time flies..

what have i done today???

NONE..

woke up late and still laze around at home..

youtube, facebook, msn, blog..

damn it.. I NEED MOTIVATION BADLY!!!

my brain tells me it's time to get my ass off the couch and start to do my work..

but my body is just too stubborn to do so..

i seriously need motivation to start the preparation for my FPI presentation..

friends

it's good to be honest to each other..

that's how friends should be like..

and i'm glad that you're honest to me :)

hello friday hello everyone

**yawning**

good afternoon everyone.. how's your day???

the weather is so nice.. mr. sun is smiling to us :)

well, weekend is coming up.. it's tomorrow to be exact..

hmm.. i just don't feel excited about it anymore.. no idea why..

suddenly feel like running away from this city for a while..

i miss my hometown.. I seriously do.. seriously miss it..

envy my sister is there enjoying the sleeptilassgetburnt, watchseriestilthereisdayandnite and freewarmnicelunchanddinner moment..

it's just somehow a busy noisy yet simple place..

i don have to worry about anything every time i go back..

hmm.. miss hanging out with the HS friends..

every time I go back, they are always not there.. duhhh :(

seriously no fate..

anyway, meeting again later.. gotto get myself ready.. see yea :)

yeah! mood is back

SLACKER.. SLACKER.. SLACKER..

YES! THAT'S ME RIGHT NOW..

anyway, i guess this is the end of my emo period..

i'm just simply feel good right now..

... weirdo huh ... whatever :)

listening to JC's latest album..

it's not new but yea that's the latest..

i'm not JC's fan actually but i'm just simply like his songs.. not all but most of them..

although i kinda speechless with those ithinktheyarepointlessandmeanigless songs of his but i think his love songs are simply meaningful and true.. don't you think so???

the lyrics writer (whatever it called) just somehow knows how i feel and think sometimes..

that's coincident i know but it's so match..

try to listen to the lyrics.. you might realize what i realized..

well, this is just a simple sharing moment, not trying to promote him..

i'm still very loyal to my loved one ok.. hahahaa

off to bed now.. nite nite :)

***looking forward to have a wonderful Friday tomorrow

好久没。。。

好久没开怀大笑了。

想念那笑到忘我的时候。

这几天过好累好累，心情低落到一个不行。

或许，“姨妈”拜访的关系吧。

真是的。

唉~突然好像放长假哦。

旅行。旅行。旅行。

life recently

life is getting busier.. b.. b.. b.. b.. busy busy busy busy busyyyyy..

feel so dead right now..

there's works waiting for me to get them done.. BUT.. no motivation at all..

ohyea, guess what.. i'm a Final Year Student dy..

it's unbelievable right..

i'm not sure if the system changed or it's memang like that..

well, i group with random people more this time and we gonna work together throughout this whole semester..

it's just the starting so, i can't tell if we can create a perfect work but i HOPE we really can work on peace and score well :)

**looking at my planner**

oh my planner my planner.. why is it so packed???

assessments to be done every week @.@

and club activities.. HULALAA..

gotto split myself into two soon..

anyway, life goes on.. so, SMILE :)

it's gonna be alright..

***4 April***