christmas party again

"Jingle Bell.. Jingle Bell.. Jingle Bell Rock..

Jingle Bells swing and Jingle Bells Ring..

Snowing and Blowing up bushels of fun.. Now the Jingle Hop has begun.."

it was Christmas party again..

same time. same place, same people as usual..

the party was awesome.. fun fun fun and fun..

no more dancing like last year but KARAOKE :)

and of course, great dinner and presents exchanged :)

..Lovely Christmas..

the Old Old Old friends

did you ever think of how long can your friendship lasts? especially with your super "old" friends..

i wouldn't want to think about it..

cause i believe the friendship between US will last forever :)

Even though,

we ever quarrel before..

we ever have "cold war" before..

we ever (might) dislike each other before..

we seldom meet up/contact each other since we graduated from high school..

but..

i'm glad that all these didn't break our friendship..

it made our friendship stronger.. got us closer..

if you count on how long have we been friends, you will get shocked of it..

we have been friends for at least 8 years dy.. some even has been friends for 17 years dy

didn't realize i have already known you guys for so long :D

our Christmas Gathering was great.. I had a wonderful night with you guys..

the movie :).. the dinner :).. the countdown :)..

and of course the "3 8" moment we had :)

:):):)

(: Friends Forever :)

第一次

一个人的一生总有无数的第一次。没第一次哪来的第二次。
我这二十年来也经历了不少的第一次。

第一次看见世界
（大家也知道是几时啦）

第一次开口说话

（啊呃咦哦呜都算）

第一次学写字
（一二三，这几个单子是跑不掉的）

第一次认识朋友
（从幼儿班至今的好朋友说多不多说少不少。很庆幸大家还是一样的好一样有说不完的话）

第一次踏进学校

（从来没被学校的人事物吓得不敢上学。喜欢跟朋友一起上课一起玩）
第一次拿起麦克丰，站在舞台上唱歌
(真不知当时十岁不到的自己吃了什么豹子胆敢这么做）
第一次把自己打扮得漂漂亮亮地站在舞台上展现舞姿
（不知为何会与舞蹈有缘。但，就是爱上了它）
第一次在报纸上看见自己的脸孔
（不是什么大明星。也不是什么头条新闻。只不过是参与的活动被报道）
第一次得奖
（这是件值得光荣的事。也是值得被记得一辈子）
第一次品尝各种食物的酸甜苦辣
（尝过不少的食物。这可是人生一大享受）
第一次打扮自己
（水准到现在还不到家。有待进步）
第一次收到情信，被告白
（其实这应该是件开心事但，以前太害羞的自己因无法被捉弄而哭）
第一次真正喜欢一个男生
（小鹿乱撞的感觉真可以把一个人弄得神魂颠倒）
第一次开心得笑到忘我
（开心大笑是件很享受的事。不需要太在乎形象。高兴就好）

真有太多说不完的开心事。悲伤事，丑事当然也不少。

第一次不小心踩到朋友正吃着的食物
（玩得太起劲了。不小心就。。。 道歉也没说就走了。当没事发生。现在想想真的觉得恶心。真的很对不起）
第一次拿了餐牌，看见价钱太贵而起身走人
（昨晚就刚发生。非常的不好意思）
第一次跌进水沟
（这么多年来，身上还真累积了不少的伤疤。不知为何自己与水沟那么的有缘份。或许是因眼睛长在头上吧）
第一次伤势不轻
（被一捆比自己高大的铁线网刮伤比鸡腿大些些的小腿是件很糟糕的事）
第一次被朋友讨厌
（谁也不喜欢这种感觉。但，我们无法让所有人都喜欢我们）
第一次与姐妹吵架，冷战，打架
（就不相信没有兄弟姐妹是不曾有摩擦）
第一次对父母不礼貌
（这真的算不完。对不起。自己的臭脾气就是改不了）
第一次考试不及格
（算不完。真的算不完。对于以前的自己，不及格是件还过得去的事。但对于现在的自己，这是件可以让我想撞墙的事）
第一次感到寂寞
（一个人对着四面墙或空气吃饭是件很悲的事。也不喜欢一个人到处走走的感觉）
第一次心碎
（喜欢的人喜欢上自己的好友。这事已在自己身上发生超过一次了。因此，渐渐地对于喜欢一个人这件事失去了信心，失去了安全感）
第一次让朋友伤心，难过
（曾经让一个朋友对自己感到失望，气愤。也相信自己的言行举止曾经伤害过不少人。真的非常抱歉）
第一次因伤心而掉眼泪
（已忘了那是几时了。也已忘了自己到底掉了多少的泪）
第一次看见亲人的离去。永远的离去
（虽然没有很亲但，看着姨婆盖上眼睛，永远都不再打开时，眼泪就不听使唤了）

伤心事应该差不多就是这些。不太记得自己到底还经历了多少的伤心事。
无所谓。伤心事不需要被记得。过去就让它过去吧。
多想开心事，多大笑，对身体有益。
不过，真有很多很多的丑事想跟你们分享。
下次吧。这篇文章够长了。



对了，圣诞节快乐 :)
Merry Christmas :)

ar er hrmmm

Kwee is blogging right now when the clock actually shown 11.52pm..

(wow!!! are you kidding??? it's way over her sleeping time)

(nah.. i'm not kidding and yea! she's still super awake right now)

Kwee is enjoying her 'green apple' right now..

(owww... what a healthy girl)

(nah.. you're wrong.. it isn't what you think it is.. she isn't that healthy)

Kwee has changed lately..

(serious?! what has happened???)

(nah.. nothing serious.. just getting lazier.. don't really bother to online.. don't bother to step out from the house as well)

Kwee thinks she's crazy..

(omg.. how come???)

(nah.. not real crazy but going to be one if she continue to be so lame)

Back to reality.. *ahhh*

how's life lately, everyone??? For those who have already finished your exam, how's your holidays???

it's just my first week of holidays and i have already started to feel *OH NO*.. i still have 2 more weeks of holidays before my internship start.. *duh duh duh*

it isn't yet but i think i'm going to be anti-social SOON..

really really really lazy to do anything other than just lay down on the couch and watch Cantonese's drama (and of course, eat.. lol) - that's my life lately.. (OMIGOSH!!!)

i miss GYM badly :( i miss the feeling of getting the shirt wet and smelly (i don't mind at all :)

anyway, better offline now (before going to continue all those craps - well, it's the outcome of being too bored :)

nites.. tadaa :)

*still dilemma.. how? how? how? should or shouldn't.. dilemma dilemma dilemma*

random

it has been so long since the last time we did this..

CAMWHORE!!! hahaa..

*the black clip you see in some photos was the "hardwork" done by my eldest sis.. the lame-d her.. hahaa..*

anyway, no aim for this post.. just suddenly saw these photos from an album and realised that we didn't do this for quite a long time dy..

it's time for bed.. nites :)

Unforgettable 20th Birthday (lunar - 21th)

well.. i ain't young anymore..

i was officially 20 for a few days dy.. and soon to be 21 (based on the year of birth)

a friend of mine asked, how i feel to be 20..

well.. i feel normal.. and it's just a figure.. as long as my heart stays young, i will always be 18 only.. bahahahaahaa :P (bluekkk.. but hey.. it's so true :D)

talking about when i first saw my exam schedule,

i was like "what?! birthday during final exam period?!?!?!?!" - what a good timing huh..

just when time passed on and my big day got nearer, i was supposed to feel excited right??? well.. i just wasn't excited at all but stress-ed to the max..

when edina asked, will i go if they plan a celebration on the day itself which was the day before my last paper? my answer was "NO! please no.. please.. i wouldn't enjoy for sure.." i didn't mean to push them away but i haven't started any revision on the subject yet and i only left 1 1/2 days to finish the revision..

anyhow, they still gave me a surprise when the clock shown 12am 09/12/2010..

edina, nacy, andrien and maria came in the house with an ice-cream cake and two red eggs to start my day.. also, the Information Center - fany who was already in the house..

wasn't too surprised about that as i kinda suspected something and due to my habit of sleeping early, i was kinda blurred that time.. so yea.. hahaa..

well, thanks a lot guys :) I could see that you guys were really tired dy.. really appreciate the effort made :)

then, wishes kept coming in through phones.. thanks a lot that you guys still remembered the day and the effort made to wish me during mid-night.. really thanks a lot (you know who you are :)

as requested by edina, birthday lunch with the girls - edina, nancy and fany at sushi king..

wasn't in the mood to join at first as i was really stress-ed to the max.. my revision's progress was super duper slow.. anyhow, lunch was great and thanks a lot for the treat guys :)

and as i knew, another celebration on Saturday night when majority were free..

and.. yeah! i finished my exam dy :) it was time for celebration :)

it was a great night with a bunch of great people and great foods..

we ate, gossiped, laughed, chatted, k-ed, camwhored etc.. i really enjoyed the night very much :)

well, surpriseS again!! hahaa.. (you will know what surprises i meant later)

thanks a lot for everything guys :)

according to tlynn, that was blackberry/blueberry cheese cake MADE by her :P

thanks a lot yea.. hehee

let me share with you all the presents i received this year..

it has been so so so long since the last time i received so many presents for my birthday.. and I WAS SHOCKED with all the presents i received this time.. really shocked..

first present received..

Bloop nail polishes from madrien..

the one that shocked me is the pink colour..

i never expect i would use such colour as it's a super bright colour..

(the colour actually looks slightly different from the photo as i edited the photo before.. the colour is really as bright as highlighter :)

BUT.. .. ..

SEE THIS..
i used it (like i promised :)

just gave it a try and the colour turned out quite nice after a few layer..

(please ignore the ugly toes of mine.. just pay attention to the colour.. thanks :)

anyway, thanks a lot madrien :)

second present received..

Winnie The Pooh's Puzzle, Faber Castle's Markers, Cartoon Stamps and Colour Papers from Edina, Fany and Nacy..

there was a story behind it..

i told them that i wanted a scrapbook from them for my birthday.. so, they promised to give me THESE and asked me to do the scrapbook myself..

i was shocked when i received the present as i thought they were just kidding..

but well, it seems like i really have to get the scrapbook done myself.. hahaa..

anyhow, thanks a lot girls.. will show you if i really get a scrapbook done :)

(i doubt i will.. lol)

third present received..

Ellesse's Watch from family..

really shocked me man.. i really never expect them to give me such expensive present..

and i really never expect my sis would remember what i said..

i actually asked for her idea on where to get this kind of watch in Kuching.. i wanted to get one for myself.. i did survey around but didn't get any as it was either not nice or out of my budget.. BUT.. i was shocked that the family got it for me as my sis remembered i said i want one before..

really thanks a lot.. love you all :)

forth present received..

a box of Cheerful Statements from Yapp Hui..

my reaction was like "walao eyh!!!" when i knew that she took one month to write me 365 cheerful statements..

the reason behind was due to the down period i had when i failed my FA mid-term test..

that failure really pulled my mood down deeply until i really wanted to knock my head onto the wall.. the effort made by her was to make me think positively, live happily everyday..

thanks a lot yapp hui.. i will read it everyday :)

fifth present received..

Ipod Shuffle from Edina, Fany and Nacy..

again.. i was shocked when i saw the apple logo on the envelope given.. i never ever expect i would own an apple product throughout my study life..

oh my goodness.. it was really unbelievable.. hahaa..

and according to them, the previous present was just a fake present.. this is the real one..

anyhow, they really spent a lot a lot on me and all the efforts made was really omg..

thanks a lot a lot a lot girls.. love you all :)

(this is really the one and only in the world as the back of it printed "Kwee, Happy 20th Birthday" :)

the last present received..

Kay_Wee@Hotmail.com from.. err.. TeoLynn???

i don't really know who initiated it but TeoLynn was the one who told me about the newly created hotmail account..

i was really shocked with what i saw in the inbox.. birthday wishes from people i knew..

oh my goodness.. i was really touched..

thanks a lot a lot a lot everyone and also, TeoLynn.. somehow i think you were the one who initiated it.. love you all :)

before i end this post,

thanks a lot everyone for the wishes sent though Facebook.. i was touched to see so many wishes from you all especially when i really needed best luck for my exam.. hahaa.. thanks yea :)

in conclusion..

i really really really appreciate whatever you all have done..

the surprises.. the presents.. the celebration.. the wishes etc..

i really don't know what to say other than THANKS..

and i want to apologize if i did make you guys felt disappointed.. hahaa..

for your information.. i'm the kind of person who don't know how to react on surprise especially birthday surprise.. i felt shocked but i just didn't know how to express my shock.. hahaa.. sorry :)

anyway, thanks for all that.. it was really an unforgettable birthday..

what an awesome start of '2' decade's life..

once again.. thank you very much everyone.. love you all..

HUGSSS & MUAKSSS :)

(hoping that my wishes will really COME TRUE :)

the Day

it's 12.30pm 09/12/2010..

i'm officially 20 years old for 12 1/2 hours dy..
am i supposed to feel happy, excited about this special day of mine??
hrmmm.. somehow i'm just not at all.. i'm kinda stress and down at this moment.. can't concentrate on my revision right now.. that's the reason why i'm blogging now..
all the "COURT HELD" are driving me crazy.. my progress is kinda slow as my revision is not even half now and the exam is tomorrow.. goodness.. praying hard that i can do well tomorrow.. i really need the best luck badly :'(

anyway, thanks everyone for the birthday wishes.. for those who wished me through Facebook, i'm sorry that i can't reply now.. will reply each and everyone of you after my final exam.. thanks a lot a lot everyone (infinity) *hugs* :)
for all the swinburnians, ALL THE BEST and BEST LUCK in your final exam.. then, ENJOY your holidays :)

Love you guys :)



*i thought it was over but.. .. .. aiksss..