Unforgettable 20th Birthday (lunar - 21th)

well.. i ain't young anymore..

i was officially 20 for a few days dy.. and soon to be 21 (based on the year of birth)

a friend of mine asked, how i feel to be 20..

well.. i feel normal.. and it's just a figure.. as long as my heart stays young, i will always be 18 only.. bahahahaahaa :P (bluekkk.. but hey.. it's so true :D)

talking about when i first saw my exam schedule,

i was like "what?! birthday during final exam period?!?!?!?!" - what a good timing huh..

just when time passed on and my big day got nearer, i was supposed to feel excited right??? well.. i just wasn't excited at all but stress-ed to the max..

when edina asked, will i go if they plan a celebration on the day itself which was the day before my last paper? my answer was "NO! please no.. please.. i wouldn't enjoy for sure.." i didn't mean to push them away but i haven't started any revision on the subject yet and i only left 1 1/2 days to finish the revision..

anyhow, they still gave me a surprise when the clock shown 12am 09/12/2010..

edina, nacy, andrien and maria came in the house with an ice-cream cake and two red eggs to start my day.. also, the Information Center - fany who was already in the house..

wasn't too surprised about that as i kinda suspected something and due to my habit of sleeping early, i was kinda blurred that time.. so yea.. hahaa..

well, thanks a lot guys :) I could see that you guys were really tired dy.. really appreciate the effort made :)

then, wishes kept coming in through phones.. thanks a lot that you guys still remembered the day and the effort made to wish me during mid-night.. really thanks a lot (you know who you are :)

as requested by edina, birthday lunch with the girls - edina, nancy and fany at sushi king..

wasn't in the mood to join at first as i was really stress-ed to the max.. my revision's progress was super duper slow.. anyhow, lunch was great and thanks a lot for the treat guys :)

and as i knew, another celebration on Saturday night when majority were free..

and.. yeah! i finished my exam dy :) it was time for celebration :)

it was a great night with a bunch of great people and great foods..

we ate, gossiped, laughed, chatted, k-ed, camwhored etc.. i really enjoyed the night very much :)

well, surpriseS again!! hahaa.. (you will know what surprises i meant later)

thanks a lot for everything guys :)

according to tlynn, that was blackberry/blueberry cheese cake MADE by her :P

thanks a lot yea.. hehee

let me share with you all the presents i received this year..

it has been so so so long since the last time i received so many presents for my birthday.. and I WAS SHOCKED with all the presents i received this time.. really shocked..

first present received..

Bloop nail polishes from madrien..

the one that shocked me is the pink colour..

i never expect i would use such colour as it's a super bright colour..

(the colour actually looks slightly different from the photo as i edited the photo before.. the colour is really as bright as highlighter :)

BUT.. .. ..

SEE THIS..
i used it (like i promised :)

just gave it a try and the colour turned out quite nice after a few layer..

(please ignore the ugly toes of mine.. just pay attention to the colour.. thanks :)

anyway, thanks a lot madrien :)

second present received..

Winnie The Pooh's Puzzle, Faber Castle's Markers, Cartoon Stamps and Colour Papers from Edina, Fany and Nacy..

there was a story behind it..

i told them that i wanted a scrapbook from them for my birthday.. so, they promised to give me THESE and asked me to do the scrapbook myself..

i was shocked when i received the present as i thought they were just kidding..

but well, it seems like i really have to get the scrapbook done myself.. hahaa..

anyhow, thanks a lot girls.. will show you if i really get a scrapbook done :)

(i doubt i will.. lol)

third present received..

Ellesse's Watch from family..

really shocked me man.. i really never expect them to give me such expensive present..

and i really never expect my sis would remember what i said..

i actually asked for her idea on where to get this kind of watch in Kuching.. i wanted to get one for myself.. i did survey around but didn't get any as it was either not nice or out of my budget.. BUT.. i was shocked that the family got it for me as my sis remembered i said i want one before..

really thanks a lot.. love you all :)

forth present received..

a box of Cheerful Statements from Yapp Hui..

my reaction was like "walao eyh!!!" when i knew that she took one month to write me 365 cheerful statements..

the reason behind was due to the down period i had when i failed my FA mid-term test..

that failure really pulled my mood down deeply until i really wanted to knock my head onto the wall.. the effort made by her was to make me think positively, live happily everyday..

thanks a lot yapp hui.. i will read it everyday :)

fifth present received..

Ipod Shuffle from Edina, Fany and Nacy..

again.. i was shocked when i saw the apple logo on the envelope given.. i never ever expect i would own an apple product throughout my study life..

oh my goodness.. it was really unbelievable.. hahaa..

and according to them, the previous present was just a fake present.. this is the real one..

anyhow, they really spent a lot a lot on me and all the efforts made was really omg..

thanks a lot a lot a lot girls.. love you all :)

(this is really the one and only in the world as the back of it printed "Kwee, Happy 20th Birthday" :)

the last present received..

Kay_Wee@Hotmail.com from.. err.. TeoLynn???

i don't really know who initiated it but TeoLynn was the one who told me about the newly created hotmail account..

i was really shocked with what i saw in the inbox.. birthday wishes from people i knew..

oh my goodness.. i was really touched..

thanks a lot a lot a lot everyone and also, TeoLynn.. somehow i think you were the one who initiated it.. love you all :)

before i end this post,

thanks a lot everyone for the wishes sent though Facebook.. i was touched to see so many wishes from you all especially when i really needed best luck for my exam.. hahaa.. thanks yea :)

in conclusion..

i really really really appreciate whatever you all have done..

the surprises.. the presents.. the celebration.. the wishes etc..

i really don't know what to say other than THANKS..

and i want to apologize if i did make you guys felt disappointed.. hahaa..

for your information.. i'm the kind of person who don't know how to react on surprise especially birthday surprise.. i felt shocked but i just didn't know how to express my shock.. hahaa.. sorry :)

anyway, thanks for all that.. it was really an unforgettable birthday..

what an awesome start of '2' decade's life..

once again.. thank you very much everyone.. love you all..

HUGSSS & MUAKSSS :)

(hoping that my wishes will really COME TRUE :)

the Day

it's 12.30pm 09/12/2010..

i'm officially 20 years old for 12 1/2 hours dy..
am i supposed to feel happy, excited about this special day of mine??
hrmmm.. somehow i'm just not at all.. i'm kinda stress and down at this moment.. can't concentrate on my revision right now.. that's the reason why i'm blogging now..
all the "COURT HELD" are driving me crazy.. my progress is kinda slow as my revision is not even half now and the exam is tomorrow.. goodness.. praying hard that i can do well tomorrow.. i really need the best luck badly :'(

anyway, thanks everyone for the birthday wishes.. for those who wished me through Facebook, i'm sorry that i can't reply now.. will reply each and everyone of you after my final exam.. thanks a lot a lot everyone (infinity) *hugs* :)
for all the swinburnians, ALL THE BEST and BEST LUCK in your final exam.. then, ENJOY your holidays :)

Love you guys :)



*i thought it was over but.. .. .. aiksss..

变了

变了。真的是变了。感觉变了好多。

现在的我们已不像从前的我们。

真希望是我多心。就因为重视所以在乎这一切的改变。

当遇到这种困境时，

从前的我呢，一定会查出问题的根源。

找机会解释。找机会道歉。找机会重修关系。

但，之前屡次的经验告诉我，这种“坚持“的心态不一定能解决问题。

我也渐渐地对这种事情失去了知觉。麻木了。

所以，现在的我呢，选择不去理会。不去想。就让时间重修一切。

或许这种方法根本没办法解决问题，

但，至少我会觉得轻松些因为不需要烦恼那么多。

　

***真的很希望这一切的改变都是因为我多心。

new favorite

found my new favorite..

JASON CHEN!! LOL..

just so in love with most of the songs he sang..

WAOW ^^

my top 6 favorites (by him):

1. just a dream

2. just the way you are

3. somebody to love

4. love the way you lie

5. one in a million

6. pyramid

he did sing wangleehom's "你不知道的事“

nice as well.. but i still prefer the original singer..

ok.. i know.. i'm just being bias.. hahaa..

anyway, youtube them.. you will love them as well :D

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can't really control my emotion lately..

i feel "beh song" easily.. get annoyed easily as well..

i also don't know why i felt super emo when i woke up these few mornings..

wasn't in the mood to go school at all..

how i wish i could continue sleeping and ignore everything..

arghhh!!! =.= so sleepy right now.. nights..

sidetrack:

what i need is time.. it will gone soon.. YESH! it will.. soon :)

hoping that it will never come back to me.. sick of it already.. just don't wanna experience the same situation again.. please..

=.=

WOOHOO.. Look so like a drunk person right now..

hey.. not real drunk but I just look so like such right now..

really tired to the max..

24/7 is really not enough for me.. especially this two months..

I NEED time to sleep! really sleep.. sigh

OUT

you are now officially OUT from my list forever :)

never ever think there's a chance for you.. NO! NOT at all! :)

those were just craps.. It wouldn't bother me anymore :)

however, don't worry..

you and me.. are still FRIENDS and will always be FRIENDS :)

it will never over the "FRIENDS" boundary :)